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16 May 2006 @ 11:59 am
blá nótt yfir himininn
blá nótt yfir mér
horf-inn út um gluggann
minn með hendur
faldar undir kinn
hugsum daginn minn
í dag og í gær
blá náttfötin klæða mig í
beint upp í rúm
breiði mjúku sængina
loka augunum
ég fel hausinn minn undir sæng
starir á mig lítill álfur
hleypur að mér en hreyfist ekki
úr stað – sjálfur
opna augun
stírurnar úr
teygi mig og tel (hvort ég sé ekki)
kominn aftur og alltalltílæ
samt vantar eitthvað
eins og alla vegginna

Icelandic ftw!


PS: Sorry Kris~ I chose you as mah stalker D:
Current Location: Scarborough, Toronto
Current Mood: weirdodd
Current Music: Sigur Rós - Starálfur
17 April 2006 @ 05:37 pm
Ever realize how the entire existence of a human being is a huge analogy to the little things that happen around us all the time? The blooming of flowers, the gritty mineral residue settling at the bottom of my cup, the clearing of the clouds, the gentle sway of the curtains in the spring breeze... It's all just a jigsaw puzzle of answers of what we are. Or rather...how we should be.

I don't know why we never see it. Everything becomes an intricate, twisted web of complexities and then in the end, we're the ones stuck in the middle of a huge crossroad where, no matter what road you take, the results are abysmally depressing. I'm not sure if God made humans so inherently oblivious to the concept of simplicity in sheer boredom or if he had a point to it. Have we really evolved so greatly that we forget that life really isn't that complex? These variables... that keep adding onto this never ending list of problems that tie us down, are they really that important that we sacrifice our sense of being? Bleh.

The answer to life is in all the little details around us, that we never find. And after all these years of evolution and psychological soul searching, we're still nowhere close to finding out why we're drowning in our own unanswered questions.

I'm tired. Nap time D:
Current Location: Oakville :(
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: Toploader - Dancing in the Moonlight
25 March 2006 @ 05:09 pm
I have one word for you.....

Current Music: Coldplay - A message
22 March 2006 @ 12:06 am
I don't think I'm ready to grow up yet lol.

Hmm... I wonder why I'm so reluctant to be independant.
Current Mood: complacentcomplacent
Current Music: Rikki - Suteki da ne
10 March 2006 @ 03:01 am
I've never really given it much thought... and I never really considered the implications of what losing someone I love might have on me. I've been taking everyone around me for granted that way, I suppose.

At this stage, I honestly don't think I'd be able to handle it. Being as clingy as I am, it doesn't make it easier. After assuming that they'd be there when you got married or grew old together as friends, sharing stories of your grandchildren with each other you'd never think about someone being not there. I don't know what I'm going to do... it's not so much the fact that he is sick and might die, but more to the likes of the fact that I am completely unready for something like this. I know I have to face this at some point, I know that everyone won't be with me forever, but I feel my insides literally cringe when I think about it. I'm pretty sure I'd go into a depression bout.
I am more naive and sheltered than I thought.
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: Sarina Paris - Look at us, baby
03 March 2006 @ 11:45 pm

I just figured I'd let people know I wasn't dead or getting anal probed by aliens somewhere.
Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Beyonce - Me, Myself and I
19 February 2006 @ 02:56 pm
I'm the luckiest girl in teh w0rld coz my keshibear loves me because I am me :]
Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: Yuki Kajiura - Melodie
15 February 2006 @ 12:30 pm
I am going to stop playing RO in the next few days/week and I'm going to go to bed by 1am everynight.

Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: Yuki Kajiura - Cloe
11 February 2006 @ 01:14 am
Hahah I beat my record of not posting for 11 whole days. I CAN outdo my pathetic will power! Or lack of...

Instead, I've been RO'ing... so no, I haven't died. I've just... receeded further into the pits of absolute geekdom by playing that game more often than I should.

I'm tired.

On another note, I have decided that I really don't like my roommate that lives in the basement a whole lot. I find her rather...self-righteous. And condescending, as well. *shrugs* Haven't I already said this before? o_o;;;
Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: Kylie Minogue - Come into my world
31 January 2006 @ 04:06 pm
傷ついたり 躊躇ったり







側にいる 守ってる
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: さえこ ちば ーさよなら ソィチア